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Dearest Baobei,
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Dearest Sista May,
Dearest Sista Emily.
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2006 by Chua See Hiang
My Little World! 27.4.06
argh... typing abt half a page then ie got error n gotta shut down!! argh!!
think must save my work when i type a few lines liao...
anyway, i've taken away my previous post, cos i doubt anyone of u can make out what those funny wordings were right?
it's actually e lyrics of 2 songs.. Wo Yao Kuai Le by Ah Mei n Yuan Lai by JJ..
Just felt that e 2 songs describe my feelings for the last few days...
kk, here are some updates for all...
i did mentioned in my previous post tat i din get to meet up with bb for a week right? to be exact, it's 8day...
i dunno why i felt so miserable n moody thruout e week...
i dunno abt him, but this is wat happen to me throughout the week..
felt so moody, felt so listless, felt so sian.. yes.. u'r right, i type "SIAN"
i guess i am e more dependant one in this r/s ba...
haiz... but's it's realli miserable lor... gotta bring myself to work, gotta show that i'm actually ok infront of everyone... gotta try not to let it affect my work.. i guess i handled all these rather well ba... except a few time when i became really quiet ba...
anyway, can u all believe that though we din get to meet up, we managed to squabble during that week.. power right??
i guess being not able to meet up for 8 days made me abit gila...
became realli short temper, got nth to say during most of our gdnite conv during that week..
anyway, i rem sth from one of our msn chat during tat week n here it goes:
bb: "i am a VIP leh!"
bb: "i am a VERY IMPT PERSON to you!"
bb: "Cos when i am with u, u will be very happy and smiling all day."
bb: :"but when i am busy n not with u, u will become moody n sian."
(rmks; me feeling rahter happy for a moment, but then for some reason i hv my doubts)
me: "is it? u realli mean what u say mah? if u realli mean what u said, i will be very happy"
me: "but i doubt so, cos if u mean what u said, u wont be doing these to me already."
bb: "i think so."
me: "..."
- end of conv-
23Apr06
finally get to meet bb
came over to help me format my com (previous entry mentioned pc kept gave me e bsod)
din talk much too
then he went home.
smsed me why i whole night face black black.
i said i dunno, just feel sian.
- end of conv-
24apr06
off day again, as per normal, off during weekday means lonely day..
decided to hv a haircut n to visit my grandma, cos quite a long time no go visit her le..
e haircut was quite ok, was abt 90percent of wat i wanted.. so not too bad lah..
went to grandma place, chit chat with her..
at night went to one of e seafood restaurant in DEFU LANE to eat crabs...
uncle alex drove us there.. wah.. e crabs so big lor, we order 2 different crab dishes, had pork ribs, some beancurb stuffs etc etc..
both emily n myself so full lor..
anyway, passed by cheryl's place on our way there.. er.. find e place familiar cos got drop her home b4.. lol.. such a coincidence right.. i guess i hv a gd memory ba... hahahaha...
25/26apr
work work n more work...
1st am shift, cheryl eyes were abit red.
2nd am shift, cheryl on mc equals to me bored..
lol... seems that i can click with her rather well.. hmm.. dunno why, but i think it's a gd sign lor..
lol.. cos at least my shift now not dominated by guys...
so when she is on mc... i was like erm.. lost for a moment.. but on the other hand, realli wish she can get well soon..
27apr
on off today, cos tml ippt, wanna prepare myself mentally. cos i got ippt phobia.. but have been training recently.. tks to cheryl's encouragement.. but still i'm still worried abt it.. haiz... anyway, my pc wont start today!!! n it say some files are missing or corrupted n i hv to reinstall everything again...
call bb up, cos i dunno wat i can do, but he still slping. so i tried to do something myself, but still cannot... so end up calling bb twice, thrice n i was like snapped! became rathr fustrated le.. then bb also fustrated le.. end up nth done..
lol.. but still, bb being nice, came over n help me reformat once again.. n dada... here i am typing my blog lor... n e best thing is, we squabble on our 25mth anni.. lol... but well.. nth serious ba... not for now though.. but i wonder how long can this go on... anyway, by the time bb finish, it's already 7pm.. actually we wanna go watch daisy, but it was too late already, so we went to hv dinner at sakae sushi n then went to take neoprints. afterwhich we had milkshake at mac. This is where some events took place and i was told i will hv my ippt re-schedule..
i dunno if it's gd or not... i realli dunno.. cos i really did train.. but still i cannot overcome e fear that i hv.. i felt so useless sometimes.. it's just 6rds ard e tracks.. why can't i do it like most pple does.. i really felt very useless... i wonder how can i overcome this? i want to overcome it n i need to overcome it.. can anyone tell me how? i dunno how to face e pple i hv to face back in office tml.. pls pray that everything will go smoothly
it's kinda late now.. going to sum it up n go oor le..
anyway, my bb ask me if i'm happy today...
i asked him back, meaning in e morn. noon or night?
lol... i very bad right?
keke.. i told him 6 out of 10 lor.. so can consider happy ba..
o think i am realli being bad...
but tat's me.. keke...
tkcare pple, will update soon. tata...
think must save my work when i type a few lines liao...
anyway, i've taken away my previous post, cos i doubt anyone of u can make out what those funny wordings were right?
it's actually e lyrics of 2 songs.. Wo Yao Kuai Le by Ah Mei n Yuan Lai by JJ..
Just felt that e 2 songs describe my feelings for the last few days...
kk, here are some updates for all...
i did mentioned in my previous post tat i din get to meet up with bb for a week right? to be exact, it's 8day...
i dunno why i felt so miserable n moody thruout e week...
i dunno abt him, but this is wat happen to me throughout the week..
felt so moody, felt so listless, felt so sian.. yes.. u'r right, i type "SIAN"
i guess i am e more dependant one in this r/s ba...
haiz... but's it's realli miserable lor... gotta bring myself to work, gotta show that i'm actually ok infront of everyone... gotta try not to let it affect my work.. i guess i handled all these rather well ba... except a few time when i became really quiet ba...
anyway, can u all believe that though we din get to meet up, we managed to squabble during that week.. power right??
i guess being not able to meet up for 8 days made me abit gila...
became realli short temper, got nth to say during most of our gdnite conv during that week..
anyway, i rem sth from one of our msn chat during tat week n here it goes:
bb: "i am a VIP leh!"
bb: "i am a VERY IMPT PERSON to you!"
bb: "Cos when i am with u, u will be very happy and smiling all day."
bb: :"but when i am busy n not with u, u will become moody n sian."
(rmks; me feeling rahter happy for a moment, but then for some reason i hv my doubts)
me: "is it? u realli mean what u say mah? if u realli mean what u said, i will be very happy"
me: "but i doubt so, cos if u mean what u said, u wont be doing these to me already."
bb: "i think so."
me: "..."
- end of conv-
23Apr06
finally get to meet bb
came over to help me format my com (previous entry mentioned pc kept gave me e bsod)
din talk much too
then he went home.
smsed me why i whole night face black black.
i said i dunno, just feel sian.
- end of conv-
24apr06
off day again, as per normal, off during weekday means lonely day..
decided to hv a haircut n to visit my grandma, cos quite a long time no go visit her le..
e haircut was quite ok, was abt 90percent of wat i wanted.. so not too bad lah..
went to grandma place, chit chat with her..
at night went to one of e seafood restaurant in DEFU LANE to eat crabs...
uncle alex drove us there.. wah.. e crabs so big lor, we order 2 different crab dishes, had pork ribs, some beancurb stuffs etc etc..
both emily n myself so full lor..
anyway, passed by cheryl's place on our way there.. er.. find e place familiar cos got drop her home b4.. lol.. such a coincidence right.. i guess i hv a gd memory ba... hahahaha...
25/26apr
work work n more work...
1st am shift, cheryl eyes were abit red.
2nd am shift, cheryl on mc equals to me bored..
lol... seems that i can click with her rather well.. hmm.. dunno why, but i think it's a gd sign lor..
lol.. cos at least my shift now not dominated by guys...
so when she is on mc... i was like erm.. lost for a moment.. but on the other hand, realli wish she can get well soon..
27apr
on off today, cos tml ippt, wanna prepare myself mentally. cos i got ippt phobia.. but have been training recently.. tks to cheryl's encouragement.. but still i'm still worried abt it.. haiz... anyway, my pc wont start today!!! n it say some files are missing or corrupted n i hv to reinstall everything again...
call bb up, cos i dunno wat i can do, but he still slping. so i tried to do something myself, but still cannot... so end up calling bb twice, thrice n i was like snapped! became rathr fustrated le.. then bb also fustrated le.. end up nth done..
lol.. but still, bb being nice, came over n help me reformat once again.. n dada... here i am typing my blog lor... n e best thing is, we squabble on our 25mth anni.. lol... but well.. nth serious ba... not for now though.. but i wonder how long can this go on... anyway, by the time bb finish, it's already 7pm.. actually we wanna go watch daisy, but it was too late already, so we went to hv dinner at sakae sushi n then went to take neoprints. afterwhich we had milkshake at mac. This is where some events took place and i was told i will hv my ippt re-schedule..
i dunno if it's gd or not... i realli dunno.. cos i really did train.. but still i cannot overcome e fear that i hv.. i felt so useless sometimes.. it's just 6rds ard e tracks.. why can't i do it like most pple does.. i really felt very useless... i wonder how can i overcome this? i want to overcome it n i need to overcome it.. can anyone tell me how? i dunno how to face e pple i hv to face back in office tml.. pls pray that everything will go smoothly
it's kinda late now.. going to sum it up n go oor le..
anyway, my bb ask me if i'm happy today...
i asked him back, meaning in e morn. noon or night?
lol... i very bad right?
keke.. i told him 6 out of 10 lor.. so can consider happy ba..
o think i am realli being bad...
but tat's me.. keke...
tkcare pple, will update soon. tata...
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